I would just like to inform everyone that I am in a great mood. I don’t know why, but I just am. Maybe it’s because I had a giant omelet and steamed broccoli for breakfast, or it could be the perfect cup of coffee I made, or the impending three-day weekend. Whatever the reason, I’ve been pretty productive today. Gotta stay off the messenger. Gym tonight and maybe the Vagabond, but I don’t know. I’d rather just chill. We’ll see.

I'm looking for a bass player to start a new band in miami.

if anyone is interested contact me at myspace.com/hellowindkeep

if you know anyone let them know and redirect them there.

post rock/ screamo kind of jams.

mogwai, GYBE!, pg99, mare, isis kind of stuff.

Nothing new the past week. Just a bunch of crap.

I've been working the past week without a computer, trying not to go nuts. Yeah, it always sounds stupid saying that, but for 12 years of my life I've been near computers. While Erik is casually fixing mine, I've been waiting ever so patiently. But at least it gets me to watch my Netflix movies (which I had no way of arranging due to no comp) and getting some drawing done. So after almost a week, I said fuck it and took his laptop while he's working on the computer.

Sad that we have been so adjusted to computers that the minute they go away, mass chaos and we become lost. Sorta like that episode of South Park when they lose the Internet and wander the country trying to find some 'net.

Well, I went to MIU to check out the school and it's good from what I see. I may be working the Computer Animation program and it would only take 2 1/2 years. Makes me so glad I didn't go to Ringling since this school might be expensive but even more so living on my own. Maybe I move downtown, maybe I get noticed in the school and move around. Possibilities, like what it was gonna be before, is endless and I like it. I still want out of Miami.

Finally, I hate being used. It goes back to being the nice guy. A girl at work I'm pretty sure just used me to drive her to a booty call. She asked me while I drove her off, "You angry with me", with a sweet voice. Me, I just told her I was tired. In my head, I had a thousand no but I had to go for the one yes out of curiousity.

Stupid.

Someone, find me a good girl out there. But make sure she is one. I've been through enough crap.

Cut, print, that's a wrap.

is there any vegan vegetable recipe that doesn't have garlic as an ingredient??

garlic breath=evil

The fire alarm light is going off at my job and they can't figure out how to turn it off without being in a fire code violation. It appears something has short circuited. At least the noise isn't going off along with it.

I haven't had a cigarette in weeks, but I am really fiending today. I'm not sure why. I don't want to buy a whole pack so I've been waiting for my co-worker who does smoke to come in after class. He smokes menthols which I hate, but I'll deal.

I'm not very happy today and it's getting in the way of my doing anything at all. I can't concentrate on work. I've done nothing all day except write. I'm in a good mind set to write hence my writing right now. I'm not so good for work or anything else.

I'm just a miserable old cow today. I don't have a reason, well I have many but nothing is different today than it was yesterday or the day before that. Is it a full moon? It's just one of those days when everything starts catching up to me.

( Spoiler. So this post won't be a complete waste of time. )

05 Jul 2008, 06:30 PM
20911 Johnson St 111, Pembroke Pines, Florida 33029
Cost : $12 $10p

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08 Jul 2008, 06:30 PM
20911 Johnson St 111, Pembroke Pines, Florida 33029
Cost : $12 $10p

The Crosstown Rivalry - Return To Arms - Expiry +TBA

My coffee is rather disgusting this morning. I ruined it by using Stevia. Honestly, Splenda is my carcinogenic of choice. Stevia might be “all natural” and good for you, but it tastes like shit in coffee.

In the morning I make my coffee at home and bring it to work in a mug. The coffee here at work tastes like shit because they mix the grounds with espresso. Therefore, pouring myself another cup would be useless. It’s shit either way.

I just want this week to be over with. I like my job and all, but I could really use the three-day vacation. I’m trying to get back into productive mode, which means minimal use of instant messenger and forcing myself to focus. For the past few months I’ve been distracting myself too much here. Sometimes I felt like I was coming to play more than work.

I’m here to make money and write the most perverted shit possible. I can’t keep half-assing my work. I also need to get back to the gym. I haven’t been myself lately. I’ll come home, dick around on the computer for 2 hours, eat, stare at a wall for another hour then go to sleep.

There’s so much I want to do. Just not enough time or energy to do it.

And btw, I fucking hate vegetables. When I first started eating healthy I didn’t mind them so much, but now I can’t stand them. I am sick of and disgusted with salad and spinach. (I’ve eaten a salad every day for the past year and a half). Peppers make me want to gag, and so do mushrooms. I’m pretty bored of carrots but I can absent-mindedly eat them and it’s not so bad. Cucumbers? Barf city. Broccolli? Needs serious dressing. Cauliflower is okay when I steam the shit out of it and slather it in margarine. And that’s about all the vegetables I eat on a daily basis.
Whatever, I don’t mean to complain so much. I just need to find some good low-fat vegetable recipes and find the time and energy to cook. ( I need to look at the link you sent me, Priscilla).

Oh, and I think you will all be very happy to know that last week I TOOK A SHIT AT WORK!!! That is a big step for me. Very nerve-wracking, though.

NWS
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A few posts back I had one called "What Would Dan Savage Say?"

I would like to report that I rule and things have all worked out sort of. Apparently none of those people will ever speak to me again. LOL. That's OK cause it wasn't until recently that they started speaking to me again after having ostracized me for better reasons. I won't go into detail ,but I'm amazed at how they see it as entirely my fault.

The bottom line is I'm too old for this high school drama, but it looks like they're not.

( and now, Deep Thoughts, by Jack Handey )

we are in colorado right now. i havent had any problems with altitude sickness or nose bleeds. im doing well but i miss lulu so much. luckily i will see her tuesday after 5pm!

i wonder if anyone has internet stalked me intensely enough to find this. i did a google search on my name (well, my commonly used nickname), and a link to this journal showed up. good thing all the juicy stuff is friends only!

i'm at my mom's house right now. sometimes i miss living here.

i feel very blah right now.